Wednesday, January 13, 2016

2015

     2015 was interesting. Adjusting back into the ebb and flow of ordinary everyday life, letting myself slowly adjust to social media, and slowly re immersing myself into the craziness that is school. Was it  a good year? I think so, even with all of its crazy days and struggles it was a year of learning to grow and I am content in that fact. Growing to let my petals reach the sky, it took a little but I am a better person because I have grown.




     I have a new job that I was growing in leadership in this past year. I gained friendships that I am forever grateful for, the people that I have met have encouraged me to grow and questioned my beliefs, causing me to grow stronger in what I profess to be truth. This year I also moved out of the comfort of my family home into the big, pulsing, huge, wide, and wonderful world. It is new but I have found myself adapting and I am glad for the change. I may have also been a little excited that Star Wars, The Force Awakens came out this year. :)





     At the end of the summer began the school year and readjusting to working and studying, I did very well (just for the record). I have found my love of teaching again and am advancing into the teaching world. It is very big and overwhelming, I may have put off a little too much and now I am playing catch up with a couple of applications... However, I have been told my professor not to stress so I am not going too, I am just going to do my best. In the words of the wise Jedi Master, Yoda, "Do or do not, there is no try." I can do it and I will. Time to devote myself and let it happen.



      A lot happened in this past year, including a few rounds with anxiety, and learning how to work through this anxiety (something that I had not dealt with until 2 years ago). However, underneath all of the craziness, there was always a layer of very deep calm. Deep in my soul I could feel Jesus saying, " I've got this.". And you know what? He's right, He's got this. And this year I am going to let Him have my year.


      So here's to 2016. Here's to a new year, a new start, and a lot of brand new craziness. May your year be wonderful and know that I am praying for all of you. Happy New Years!




May the force be with you,

Arwen

P.S. If anyone is curious, I did fulfill my New Years Resolution. I finished a LOT this past year.